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Ahhhh... I'm like so busy to do even anything and i don't like this feeling! I feel like everyday of my life is so pack and tiring and i have endless list of things to do and complete. I guess it's stress building up. ): Working after school is super duper tiring! It's almost equivalent to going to work after drinking. Got the very seh-and-cannot-open-my-eyes feel.

Tummy getting rounder and rounder because of the snacks i eat in lectures to keep myself awake. I want to find the time to go jogging also got no time/no energy/no motivation. AHHH it just sucks. ):

After university life started for me, i start to feel dumber and dumber each day. Like for example, i had a project discussion yesterday, and i couldn't really understand the question. I don't know if i'm confusing my group members or my group members are confusing me. So pai seh to be a burden to them. Last week, when i tried to start on my essay question, i didn't know how to form all the words to make it flow again! Whenever i see familiar terms in my lecture, i can't seem to recall what is it that i've learnt about it in poly. I feel so retarded UGH!

The timings that i can meet darling is also getting more and more screwed up. I really have to prioritize school/projects, work, friends, family, and time to spend with him. I miss the days where i can have a meal with my mommy followed by some leisure shopping. I also miss the days where i can mahjong every sunday with my brother, faith, and darling. (Because now i ONLY have sundays which i don't have school or work and is the only day that i can spend it fully with darling.) I also miss the days at work where i get to mingle with my colleagues and dinner or the park after that. :/ To motivate myself, i keep telling myself that by the end of next year, i will get my degree whereas the others are still studying. Wahahaha. Is it a good motivation?

Glad to say, other than these miserable daily life happenings, my colleagues still remember to ask me out for dinner and stuff as such. ^^ Last thursday, went steamboat with Gary, Jazreel, Jiaming, Wendy, Adelin. Initially we wanted to have steamboat at novena's Zhengfa. But no one could clarify if the rumour is true or false, so we just ate at bugis steamboat instead. It was fun, and the funniest thing is that Jiaming wanted to peel all the prawns for us. There were about 30-50 prawns, and he peeled almost all for us. He have this weird theory that prawns without shells taste nicer in steamboats. I personally think it doesn't taste any different but it's more convenient because you don't need to peel the prawns when they're hot from the steamboat. He also said that it's tastier if you cook the prawns only for 5 seconds. I stupidly tried it and i ate like 3-4 uncooked prawns before the rest realized the "5 seconds prawns" are still raw. After the steamboat, we went to Chew's dessert. I admire my appetite but after that i feel really guilty for eating so much. -.-

Trying to cook the prawns for 5 seconds, no more, no less.

Yes our prawns.

Next to me is the guy that tried to kill us.

Our desserts!

And another GS dinner was yesterday, we went to Astons at suntec. This time round was with Jazreel, Jiaming, Hweelee, Kenneth, and Daniel. Was tempted to go to harry's after that because Hweelee works there and have staff discount. See what inconvenience school has brought to my life!

Drawn by Hweelee!

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