(:

From a social butterfly to conserved and speaking with caution. All these years, friendship to me has many layers of different meaning. After the various incidents, i came to an understanding that 真心不一定会换来真心。 I always try to treat others the way i wish to be treated. Yet if you don't hurt others, others might not even hesitate about hurting you. People would put many things before your friendship: love, new friends, best friends, popular friends, pretty friends... Which makes you left with the position close to the spare tire.

I'm tired of all the disappointment i get from friends that i put my all in. Lies, unjust, and ignorance.

Right now, making new friends is now something that i find it difficult to do. My heartfelt thoughts, whom can i really trust to divulge in?

True friends are hard to find. Treasure the ones that are worth the while.

All these random thoughts i have are from my classmates. Project groups. I may seem to have found one, and i'm filled with hope. As much as i'm afraid to dash this hope that i have left, i have a new understanding to leaving my previous group. No more sadness and unjust. I now find this a blessing in disguise, giving me the opportunity to know more people, widen my circle of friends. Even though they might only be people i say hi and bye to, making friends are always better than making enemies. In the class, 2 is already enough.

I'm inspired by this sociable and friendly girl in class, and regardless how this project group that i'm gonna join turn out, at least i now know that switching groups is no big deal. I no longer fear. (:

lamie
Y 10:27 PM

Status update

moving along...

• Alex
• Ching.Fang
• Derrick
• Glenn
• Hui.Zin
• Ivan's trading
• Jun.Rong
• Siangy
• Teck.Siong
• Tommy
• Yi.Lynn

i want...

- a tatoo
- naval piercing
- learn dancing
- graduation trip
- japan
- italy
- high-waist shorts/jeans ):
- trim/embroid my eyebrows
- dye & rebond & cut my hair